It has come to my attention that many people do not know that the nytimes.com paywall can be defeated by deleting all of your nytimes.com cookies.  Now you know.

 

The mainstream press has just noticed that we’re out of IP addresses.  Of course, countless numbers of geeks have been working tirelessly for years to ensure that the net would continue to work without much attention from the outside world.  There’s nothing like a story with an ‘end of the world’ angle to become news, even when we already have the end of the world in Egypt, Australia and large portions of the snowed-in US.  Many countries have not used up their IP allocations, however.  Thus the following was posted in an IRC chat and reposed on NANOG:

13:13 < dec0de> africa is where it's at
13:15 < moebius_> Dear Sirs, I am the son of the deposed Prime Minister of
                  Nigeria.  We are in possession of 93,208,512 IP addresses and
                  wish to request your assistance...
 

It’s only a couple of weeks on, and it seems rather quaint that I thought game-playing was eating my brain.  In fact, I was game-playing because my brain had been eaten.  I knew my brain had been eaten, but this happens so often that I can’t always pin down what is making my migraines, my memory, and assorted cognitive functions worse.  And the pain in my arms, shoulders, and wrists seemed like RSI’s due to game playing.  Except even when I stopped playing Civ so much, my arms continued to get more soar until I couldn’t hang things up, scratch my back, fasten bras or remove a jacket without extreme discomfort, and my range of motion kept getting smaller in spite of regular help from some talented massage and chiropractic professionals.  I haven’t got much writing done, either, in part because of wrist pain and in part because I was too out of it to care.

Last Thursday while I was lying awake not sleeping well as has become common, I had an idea what might be causing me sore muscles.  I can’t remember how long it’s been, but at some point this year I gave in and let my doctor put me on statins.  I suggested that it wasn’t a good idea, a) because everything has side-effects and b) I’m already on medications with effects and side-effects, and c) because of that and the wretched migraines, it can take me a long time to realize that something is a side-effect.  It looks like I hit the jackpot with statins.  After I stopped taking them, a lot of things suddenly improved, including the frequency and intensity of migraines.

Now I feel like I’m recovering from a long illness.  Writing is starting to look like fun instead of hard work.

My experience doesn’t mean that everyone should avoid statins.  But if you are taking them and think they are causing you problems, you could always talk to your doctor about stopping them for a couple of days, then see what happens.

 

You know those intervention things that people have when one of their loved ones is on heroin?  I have acquired a damaging addiction, and I’m having an intervention on myself.

The addiction is the notorious game Civilization.  I periodically pick up the recent version and play some, then get bored and put it back down.  The last time I picked it up, however, something different happened.  I started learning some of the deeper aspects of the game and winning at higher levels.  Civilization may have that famous “one more turn” aspect that draws people in, but that’s nothing compared to the addictive power of learning.  Of course, I was learning to be a better Civ player.

And then there is the appeal of a really solid alpha state lasting for hours.  The appeal goes up if you’re in discomfort.  Since I have chronic daily migraines, the invitation to step inside an alpha state and hide for a few hours is much harder to ignore.

Of course, the downsides to playing games are much smaller than the downsides of opioid addiction.  But there are downsides.  One is persistent RSI problems.  I’ve had worse, and I know these will go away once I stop playing for long enough.  When I change my activity patterns, I will probably get other RSI problems, but I need to give these parts of my arms a rest.  The other is that I’m not getting much writing done.

It’s hard to write when I have a migraine anyway.  Writing doesn’t offer the same comfort as Civ.  However, I will be spending much more time being a writer than being a Civ player.  At least until my arms heal up.

As an aside:  there are a couple of things that may bring me some migraine relief in the next few months.  Then I would have less pain to hide from.  Now wouldn’t that be cool.

 

I’m giving away copies of every ebook on my web site to anyone who participates in my contest. All you have to do is send me a photo of your butt to help advertise my web site!

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I got about one hour’s worth of shading done on the new tattoo, which amounted to 1/3 of the work.  I’m a little bummed I couldn’t handle the whole shading job. But I’m kind of proud, too, because  the weather was bad and I had a hot flash on the way over.

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I just finished a project and have a case of what writers call “post-partum depression.”  You’ve delivered the baby.  Now what?

Actually, “what” is you pick up all the other projects that have been waiting their turn.  However, one essential part of getting over the depression for me is spending a day re-reading Discworld books and eating cookies.  I’m also going to spend some time catching you folks up on my new tattoo.

As I’ve mentioned (and mentioned and mentioned) I suffer from chronic daily migraines.  It takes only a small change in air pressure or hormones to set one off.  I’d get a lot more writing done if I didn’t have to drop what I’m doing, med up, and take a nap.  There’s a point on my right upper back that feels as if someone has stitched an unbreakable thread to it, picked me up, and dangled me so that my entire weight was on that one point.  I’ve thought for years that that area deserves a tattoo, something that felt protective.  Something that watches my back.

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I’ve been interviewed by the Outer Alliance!

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The submissions period for “Up to Grabs 2″ is about to close.

I have a huge deadline for June 15.

I don’t know if I’ll have time to write The King-Sized Bed.

So many rejections, so little time…

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This is just the outline. Shading in 2 weeks.

Lauren's new tattoo

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